I can't believe how fast the summer flew by. Since i started applying to grad school, the time seems to have crept by so slowly, but now looking back, its gone too fast! I'm not ready to give up my life for the books just yet, but I don't really have a choice. The University of Utah started school last monday on the 23rd, and we had an orientation on the 19th and 20th. Sorry This is a recap of my first week at grad school....
Orientation started out just fine, lots of nice girls in my program! There are 30 people in my class and 5 of them are guys, so its mostly us ladies. It was hard to sit in the classroom all day and hear about their expectations for grad school, how to be a professional, what kind of writing style they preferred... and so on. I just wasn't ready for the school thing quite yet. It was fun to get to know some of the girls though, a few of us clicked right away. I was really nervous about meeting everyone and making friends, I'm so shy around new people. Jake told me to be myself and not act shy because they don't know that I'm shy... what good advice! I've made some good friends already, after just one week.
The second day of orientation was more fun, pictures, a building tour, getting to know you games.... We had a BBQ that night with all of the classes and it was Survivor themed. The 1st year class won and got immunity against one assignment for the fall! SAWEET!!
I came back to Logan for the weekend, got all packed up, bought new school supplies, a new backpack and headed down to Salt Lake for my actual first week of school. I am staying with Jake's aunt and uncle in Salt Lake. They are SO NICE to let me stay with them! It will be great to be living with them, they are so thoughtful and kind. They live about 5 minutes away from campus which is also great.
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The first day of school was pretty normal. Grad school is a lot different from undergrad because we already have assignments and projects after the first day. I am in three classes, but one of them is 6 credits! This is going to be intense. I am feeling very overwhelmed with the workload just after the first couple of days. Once I get into the groove of studying again it will be better. I'll be able to focus and study, and without Jake, I won't have many distractions!
The most stressful day was tuesday.... We have a human dissection lab, which is going to be very interesting and I thought I would be fine, no puking for me, I have pretty strong stomach. We just had to prep the bodies on tuesday, get them ready to start dissecting. The whole time I just kept thinking, I'm fine, I'm fine, I'm fine.... Well I wasn't that fine. I don't know what was wrong but it was just so weird seeing the bodies, skin and all, just laying there. I just kept thinking about the people that donate their bodies for us. One of our teachers came and asked me if I was doing okay..... not a good thing to ask! I had a little breakdown and tears started falling. I think they are use to having people faint or puke... I was just crying! He took me out in the hall to relax for a minute. He was really nice and told me that it will get easier. I had a hard time the rest of the day, i kept thinking about it.
We start the actual dissecting this week, on Tuesday, so pray for me. I'm really anxious about it. Everyone that I have talked to tells me that it gets easier as you go along and start focusing on a certain muscle, or finding a nerve, and so on.
It was so good to come back to Logan this weekend and spend some time with the hubby. I'm gonna miss him A TON! We had a few relaxing days together, when I wasn't doing homework. I feel like I am living two different lives. I guess I kind of am!
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